Speak softly yet with intention for now is the time to truly take the moment and be steadfast in your belief~

She whispered these words to herself, over and over...as a desperate attempt to...to be...to speak what she had akways wanted to speak...her truths..

And now, in the frailty of her physical state...realizing she had not taken a firm grip on the life around her, realizing that the life around her is what she drew to her...

It...her life...had slipped away and now there was nothing she could do but proclaim her misfortune as she feably sank into a disappearing member of her reality...

Tears rolling down her dirty face, her subconscious bringing family members close to her heart, the memories, the love, the hopes and dreams;

Now fading, fading in it's exhaustive state of.. the end of her here and now...

She asks herself...

And for what did she accomplish in this life?

And for what did she take a stand for in this life?

And for what did her life make a difference in the world?

Now...that she was fading, fading quietly without notice from the others... they walk by in a flurry...not noticing, caring or interested in who this small frail fading person is...as she lay on the side of the street, sitting on dirty tattered cardboard..crouched in a ball with her small skinny body curled under...her hair, gray and windblown about her small dark and distordedly sad and weathered face...

Ah, she was beyond sad, beaten down by the harshness she endured...But now, in the face of death, she was determined to speak, to be heard, to be...her truth!!! Here and now was her last and only chance...to speak her truths, her wisdom...at this ending place of her life on earth!

her spirit churned within her tired and sick body...begging her to make a difference NOW! She went deep into her soul...as it was calling, calling to her....to speak! The words came in whispers first, strong and meangful words filled with integrity and depth of human compassion... after some time the words came out with with vigor and intensity!

She put the sentences together with the help of her inner longing integrity, so buried with self denial...yet so eager to come out...She spoke and she wrote with complete investment and commitment, her truths, her mistakes, her wishes....her whispers turned into shouts, taking every last bit of energy from her yet filling her with more...just enough to complete her lifelong 'secret" proclaimations...her personal wisdom...

Slowly but methodically, the others who usually walked by her, turned, listened and saw her...Valued Her!!!!! They heard her voice speaking from her heart and from true caring and love!

She truly did have something to say that was of great importance...and she let it out ... releasing her from her painful constraint of empty closure, sadness and pain...Now, filled with energy, enthusiasm...and joyful realese of her human spiritual wisdom...she knew that now...

Now it was time to let nature take her...it was her time...now, to let go...be gone and dissappear from this reality...

As she took her last breath...she felt completely at peace...she had finally taken the moment and held it and stated her truths...loudly, clearly and with confidence...her life experience was important...this was something she had never ever thought until today, the day of her death...

Drifting at peace now amongst other souls...in the other dimensions...She floated.....away, with the spiritual knowledge that her life mattered because she believed...which in turn made others believe and...listen...